Jesus Loves you, Babe.
Raised openly, in a a world, dominated by violence and aggression- i never realized my circumstances weren’t normal.
My community was saturated with undiagnosed and misunderstood mental illness and constricting beliefs, leaving me with a childhood laced in trauma and neglect. Not only did I discover the extensive long-term recovery process attatched prolonged trauma exposre, but the realization that I, myself was extreamly undiagnosed. Despite it all, I found Jesus. Even in my tiny secluded corner of the world, God found me. Through abuse and daily verbal assaults that attempted to tear me down into nothing, He always managed to surround me with a reason for joy. He always kept my heart warm and soft- surrounding me with books and stories of love that made me creative, imaginative, and bright! I would imagine I was Bell locked away in her tower with nothing but books, or Ariel trapped away from the world with a grotto full of curious and fascinating things or Cinderella, pushed and forced to the brink of despair through hard labor and maltreatment, but finding joy and light in the life around her.
Holy Spirit is the Royalty that whisked me away on the adventure of a lifetime.
Unlike these princesses, my story isn’t over yet. As yet to reach my happily ever after as I still build my.
I see trauma and mental illnesses through the new lens that God has given me a view of compassion and remedying. He has sustained me all my life and he continues to do so as I march to advocate for vulnerable like me who struggle with disabilities in uninformed surroundings.
I find so much joy in teaching online, bringing beautiful creations and ideas to life while serving others in a way that still allows me to love God above all.
I want to open as many windows as possible for others to join me in this journey
My future holds a lot for me and I hope to see you there.
Founder of BlackLamb CGA, Restoring Hope Ministries & OctoberSam.Com